THE PROTOTYPE

Gabriel Lee
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I'm just like you



THE LIVE ACTION

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    THE BITTERSWEET MOMENTS

    February 2008
    March 2008
    April 2008
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    June 2008
    July 2008
    August 2008
    September 2008
    October 2008
    November 2008
    December 2008
    January 2009
    February 2009
    March 2009
    April 2009
    May 2009
    June 2009
    July 2009
    August 2009



    THE REAL WORLD

    Aaron Chua
    Aaron Cheong
    Adriena
    Amandal
    Annlynn
    Anthony
    Benedict
    Bryan
    Caiman
    Carol
    Chek Yeow
    Chi Chi Beng
    Dexter
    Dinnie
    Dominic
    Douglas
    Evangeline
    Evi
    Fion
    Furong
    Garrett
    Grismond
    Hong Rui
    Huili
    Iris
    Ivan
    Ivy
    Jamie
    Jaslyn
    Jasmine
    Jasmin
    Jeannette
    Jeremy Quek
    Jia Yang
    Jian Hong
    Jian Ming
    Joanna
    Joanne
    Johnny
    Jolie
    Josh
    Joy
    Keegan
    Kenneth
    Leon
    Lester
    Li Yue
    Liane
    Lucinda
    Mark
    Maryse
    May
    Melisa
    Melvin
    Miaow Guan
    Michelle Cheng
    Michelle Yao
    Ming Han
    Minting
    Mong
    Nadine
    Natalia
    Noni
    Peck Hoon
    Qi Wei
    Ranford
    Ryan Kumar
    Sharyl
    Stella
    Tommy
    Valerie Cheong
    Vanessa Chan
    Vanessa Han
    Weijie
    Wendy Lee
    Wendy Neo
    Xinjie
    Xueli
    Yan Rui
    Yan Yun
    Yassy
    Yechin
    Zhuo Xinyi
    Zoe
    Monday, April 13, 2009 @ 7:38 AM
    once bitten

    ... And a hundred times shy?

    It's just so hard to trust again.
    Maybe I just need the faith to do so.

    I want to though. How?
    I want back the life I've always dreamt of.
    Yet, with these relationships I cherish dearly.
    I'm glad both are complimentary.

    For E8, I will soar higher... I will. I am willing.
    I just want to see each and every one of them grow in God and rise to their purpose.
    So I will grow even more in God!
    And I know it's just these few complex areas that I need to make right with God in order to breakthrough.
    Yeah!

    I don't want to grow in God just to be the most talked about leader.
    Or just for pastors to talk about me from the pulpit, or for zone leaders to do the same in their meetings.
    The title? The glam? The fame? Deep down inside I don't want all that.
    I just want to see more lives changed by God, more people coming to God, and less to no one walking away.
    That's still my ultimate dream and goal as a Christian.

    Become an SCGL before going army? Become a ZM before 21?
    Lead a hundred people? Be on full-time staff after graduating?
    I'll rejoice in the Lord if those come to past, but if they don't, it doesn't matter really matter.
    Not as much as simply being a good testimony of God for others to follow.
    Not as much as being a Christian without the 7 things people hate.
    Not as much as taking extra miles to bring God's love to people.

    Because I know, If I'm not ready to take these big responsibilities, I'd rather not.
    I walk in God's plans and God's pace for my life.
    If I'm not ready for these, I know I will still love...
    Love God, pastors, people (E8 included!), life.

    I am a Christian first, then a leader.