![]() THE PROTOTYPE 220389 I'm just like you THE LIVE ACTION LEESWEEKEAT THE BITTERSWEET MOMENTS March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 THE REAL WORLD Aaron Cheong Adriena Amandal Annlynn Anthony Benedict Bryan Caiman Carol Chek Yeow Chi Chi Beng Dexter Dinnie Dominic Douglas Evangeline Evi Fion Furong Garrett Grismond Hong Rui Huili Iris Ivan Ivy Jamie Jaslyn Jasmine Jasmin Jeannette Jeremy Quek Jia Yang Jian Hong Jian Ming Joanna Joanne Johnny Jolie Josh Joy Keegan Kenneth Leon Lester Li Yue Liane Lucinda Mark Maryse May Melisa Melvin Miaow Guan Michelle Cheng Michelle Yao Ming Han Minting Mong Nadine Natalia Noni Peck Hoon Qi Wei Ranford Ryan Kumar Sharyl Stella Tommy Valerie Cheong Vanessa Chan Vanessa Han Weijie Wendy Lee Wendy Neo Xinjie Xueli Yan Rui Yan Yun Yassy Yechin Zhuo Xinyi Zoe
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Monday, April 13, 2009 @ 7:38 AM
once bitten ... And a hundred times shy? It's just so hard to trust again. Maybe I just need the faith to do so. I want to though. How? I want back the life I've always dreamt of. Yet, with these relationships I cherish dearly. I'm glad both are complimentary. For E8, I will soar higher... I will. I am willing. I just want to see each and every one of them grow in God and rise to their purpose. So I will grow even more in God! And I know it's just these few complex areas that I need to make right with God in order to breakthrough. Yeah! I don't want to grow in God just to be the most talked about leader. Or just for pastors to talk about me from the pulpit, or for zone leaders to do the same in their meetings. The title? The glam? The fame? Deep down inside I don't want all that. I just want to see more lives changed by God, more people coming to God, and less to no one walking away. That's still my ultimate dream and goal as a Christian. Become an SCGL before going army? Become a ZM before 21? Lead a hundred people? Be on full-time staff after graduating? I'll rejoice in the Lord if those come to past, but if they don't, it doesn't matter really matter. Not as much as simply being a good testimony of God for others to follow. Not as much as being a Christian without the 7 things people hate. Not as much as taking extra miles to bring God's love to people. Because I know, If I'm not ready to take these big responsibilities, I'd rather not. I walk in God's plans and God's pace for my life. If I'm not ready for these, I know I will still love... Love God, pastors, people (E8 included!), life. I am a Christian first, then a leader. |