 THE PROTOTYPE 220389 I'm just like you THE LIVE ACTION LEESWEEKEAT THE BITTERSWEET MOMENTS March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 THE REAL WORLD Aaron Cheong Adriena Amandal Annlynn Anthony Benedict Bryan Caiman Carol Chek Yeow Chi Chi Beng Dexter Dinnie Dominic Douglas Evangeline Evi Fion Furong Garrett Grismond Hong Rui Huili Iris Ivan Ivy Jamie Jaslyn Jasmine Jasmin Jeannette Jeremy Quek Jia Yang Jian Hong Jian Ming Joanna Joanne Johnny Jolie Josh Joy Keegan Kenneth Leon Lester Li Yue Liane Lucinda Mark Maryse May Melisa Melvin Miaow Guan Michelle Cheng Michelle Yao Ming Han Minting Mong Nadine Natalia Noni Peck Hoon Qi Wei Ranford Ryan Kumar Sharyl Stella Tommy Valerie Cheong Vanessa Chan Vanessa Han Weijie Wendy Lee Wendy Neo Xinjie Xueli Yan Rui Yan Yun Yassy Yechin Zhuo Xinyi Zoe
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Tuesday, January 20, 2009 @ 1:56 PM
fight  The new year which God said would be mine to fly and breakthrough in didn't begin very smoothly...Well, maybe that's part of God's plan to grow me and make me stronger, and I just didn't take things very well for a start... Yes, as much as I don't want it, or feel unprepared for it... I'm 20 this year... Maybe that's why I'm get really sensitive of the slightest things that happen to me or around me... Because honestly, I'm really very very confused about what the future holds for me... Will I get a good 8-5 posting or to go through the toughness for 2 whole years? Will I be working in church or outside after that? For how long? How will I get enough income to be able to be an honorary volunteer staff in church? What will I be doing 3 years from now? 5 years from now? 10 years from now? Who will I marry? (and NO SUGGESTIONS are welcomed =P) So many questions, so many thoughts, so many doubts, so many wonders... So much more so, that I know I need to be God-dependent... Garrett told us before that real men need to be secure, and he told me that if I feel not-good-enough, instead of retreating, I should make myself become good enough! I guess that's what I'm going to do... Even if I'm going to fight for things I never thought I should fight for, I'm going to be bold and go for it... This is my future, my calling, my dream, my life... God, if so much so this is Your plan for me, I'm going to press in and overcome every battle and obstacle in the way... Because I know that every calling and vision has to be tested... Because I know that if I want it bad enough, I will work for it and fight for it... Because I know that even if I fail and fall flat on my face again, You are STILL with me... God, I'm Yours all over again. Have Your way in me... My desires, my thoughts, my emotions... My everything... All of me for all of You... |