I am a Christian first, then a leader.

I'm still Christian, and a Christian is still human.

Of course, as leaders we've got to be blameless.

But not sinless. Not perfect.

We do pursue holiness and perfection. But we can never be perfect.

I've decided and I don't care anymore if I am misunderstood, disrespected, don't feel comfortable with this and that etc.

It's no longer I, but Christ who lives in me.

One day I'll learn from my mistakes, in fact I would now.

One day people will get it.

Till then, it's not so much about my thoughts and feelings, but others.

I just love to see people's lives touched, impacted, changed, growing in God, rising up etc.

And I love it even more to be able to be a channel of God's work for that to happen, whether or not as a leader, a friend, a brother or just a small opportunity.

Long time since I ever had a good talk with Yang.

Talked the whole night until 7am. LOL. Slept like pigs until 12pm.

More than the craps and the di xiao-ing each other...

More than talking about how Man Utd thrashed AaB...

I'm glad our friendship is built upon the foundation of such deep and spiritual things.

Well, if you thought that was good, just walking out of church to the cab Garrett flagged was even more powerful.

I love Garrett to the max. How I wish I can come on staff. Or maybe not, but just be in the office more often.

Be around Garrett more often and just receive this much from him.

If a 5-minute exit journey can do so much, I don't mind moving to the west just to take the same train home.

I was just so blown away.

Really, it's all about building people. The mundane, the tedious, the routine...

But it's more than just doing the job and going through the motion.

It is really the slow process of building.

It took my pastors and leaders 5 years to build me to who I am today. Not that everyone will take that same amount of time.

But everyone needs to be built to be who they want to be.

I'm inspired and willing to build the people around me as much as I can.

Brick by brick.

Because at the end of the day, can you build another you in your CG the same way you were built?

I know things will get better from here. I just know it.

I'm going to make sure history doesn't repeat twice.

I'm going to make sure that I breakthrough to levels where I've never gone before.

I'm going to make sure that I rise up to greater heights in God before I enter the army.

This, my responsibility

No matter what happens to me, I will still build this church because this church built me.

I will still build the House of the God who built me to who I am today.

Heart of God Church.

E Zone.

E2.

E20.

Brick by brick.

We will breakthrough.